the disconnecting count of days of fading away

loveless..

Rambled at 1:57 AM on Monday, February 26, 2007 | Haloscan

as i sit there having a smoke during my break at work, a guy who works at my place too came to smoke too..he was indian but understood n spoke malay..so i asked him..how old r u? he said he was 24..then i asked, so u finished ur ns? he then went blank n was like "ns?" ...he then said he was actually malaysian..oh so dats why..so he works full time and earns around 1200 sgd per month..that may not seem much...but thanks to dat he owns a terrace and a car..he's happily married too at a young age of 24..i was just so amazed by that..really..if like 1200 sgd is enough to buy all those stuff in singapore, wow i bet we all wud own a personal house just for fun.. how i wished it was dat easy..i cud see he was happy wif his life..ok maybe except for the 6 hours he spends everyday to travel from johor to singapore...n how i want that kind of life..minus the travelling part of cos..

ermm okay so how do i post pictures using the new blogger? i dont see a post picture icon anywhere in the screen..someone help?

love actually is everywhere..

Rambled at 4:50 PM on Thursday, February 22, 2007 | Haloscan

I suddenly feel lost again..im stuck..im out of luck..i need to get my life back on track..ive got soo many goals n dreams n i feel im doing nothing about it..theres so may things i wanna achieve but instead i slack about doing nothing.. i dont haf time to think about my problems because i keep on helping too much of other peoples problems n helping them when i shud be the one trying to help myself..its not that im being selfish or anything but some people just depend on me too much..i dun mind being there for sumone but sumtimes too much can be really too much..i noe iv got quite a number of frens who i can seek advice for or who can lend a helping ear but i just dont like to share it cos i dun like people to worry about it (if they do that is)...

time is my enemy..when u need it its never there..

one day maybe i will love again..love that never dies..in the great words of the legendary morissey..'i am human n i need to be loved..just like everybody else does'...

i finally updated bcos i skipped school today..i was just too tired..i had work yesterday from 8pm to 3am..but reached home at around 4+..i just couldnt wake up just now..n i have work again later from 8 to 3 again..sometimes i just wonder why the hell do i have to work..haizz..and i cant go out with u guys dis saturday bcos of work..my fucked up supervisor didnt let me change shifts..oh well just hope that next week she would really follow my constraints..and it woud be just fine..

kelly watch the stars..

Rambled at 10:37 PM on Wednesday, February 14, 2007 | Haloscan

hey2!..so lately this week ive been working everyday after skool..so its been really tiring..but i made some new frens of cos..n of cos more girl frens..as in frens only lar..haha..n im actually attracted to one of them..really..her eyes were just wow..punyelah sek..haha..and shes damn cute lar..but i think shes abit taller than me..but at the end of the day found out she was attached...wat a big bummer.. =( oh well..maybe i cud flirt abit..hehe..

so today i had no work but there was school..but bcos of work yesterday i was really tired..so yup no school for me too..haha..and i woke up really2 late..

oh yah n todays valentines day too...eventhough its more of a christian celebration, its still a good time to go out n spend time wif ur loved one..too bad im spending it alone dis yr.. =(

anyways tmr im working till 1am...1am siot! WAH...haizz..at least got free cab ride home..

so here are some pics from last saturday..

wah abg ni makan betul nye concentrate nampak..haha

muke monyet kat blakang..haha

haha just look at the background...

oh yah i cut my hair already..haha the hairstyle abit like brian molko's old hairstyle..

//protege moi//

Rambled at 2:38 AM on Thursday, February 08, 2007 | Haloscan

i was supposed to haf school today but i was really lazy to go so i stayed at home..n slept more of cos..so i wake up around 3..did nothing much but download all the albums by placebo..haha..almost 300+MB of songs in just one day..and also other nice songs too..all thanx to multiply for da fast downloads..

then i realised its been awhile since i exercised..haha ok lah not really dat long ar but yesterday played football..but to me i felt like i wasnt as active as how i used to be..its like everyday i had to do sumting which made me sweat..so i decided to go cycling! haha..so from my house i cycled all the way to jurong point, den i cycled back to my area where i den cycled to taman jurong..haha den back home i went..

after all dat exercise, had a nice bath, had my dinner and just chilled out by the com and listened to my freshly downloaded songs..i den started to delete my bro's stuff on the com cos it was taking space n he doesnt even live here anymore so gdbye files..but i stumbled upon an old picture..a picture of my mum , dad , sis n brother..and it certainly was a picture taken before i was born..but it was nice to see a picture back in the old day..

anyways the picture was edited by my brother..

totally random pic..haha

anyways u guys take care n stay safe..

meow meow..

Rambled at 1:30 AM on Monday, February 05, 2007 | Haloscan

i had soo much fun dis past few days..it seems like everything in my life is going so smoothly and i hope it will last..still got a few more project to finish fir school den exams den its da holidays!.. so currently im at prac 6 already..waiting for my riding theory test..den after dat can book my prac 6..den 7 den 8 den TP den im done!! just a few more to go..

so yesterday went to my grandma's house at yishun..been awhile since ive been there..n i miss my grandma alot..see gd grandson rite..haha..so after dat met the guys at cineleisure to go watch a movie..watched the unseeable..it was not really scary but alot of shocking moments..haha alot of suspense..i still can remember the time amin screams..haha sooo funny sak! just couldnt stop laughing..bcos me, bom n amin were the usual scaredy cats at horror movies..but instead we all dared to not close our eyes..haha especially when it came to those scary parts we were like OMG OMG OMG...haha seriusly funny sak..at the end of the movie me n amin hati dah lemah..haha..

so we then took the last train home back to jurong east..bom, mantot, roy n me were going to sleep at shai's house..met up wof zu before dat so we were the ones sleeping there..but once i started to get sleepy at shais house, i realised i had a bike practical in the morning so i went home instead..

anyways, singapore is getting so windy and cold this past few weeks..i cant sleep wif my fan on..haha..its too cold lar..but its nice having abit of cold weather instead of the usual sorching heat..

tmr gonna skip skool cos i got work training tmr at 11am..peh leceh nak kene pakai black polo, black pants n black leather shoes..

oh yah so i'll just post some pics of yesterdays outing..