I gotta get straight with ya k.... Huda if u're reading dis den im soo soo sorry....After reading a lot of ur msg's at friendster and the msg's dat u send me..It seems dat u really want to get back with me...But i can't..It's true dat humans make mistakes and i should give u another chance..But ever since u had that boo of yours, i lost my feelings for you..now it's just not the same anymore...i just cant get that feelings i had for you da last time... im soo sorry.... i just can't... i'm sorry..... we can always be friends k......




Band Alert!! Death Cab For Cutie! 


DeAtH CaB FoR CuTiSm

ARRRRR!!! I just finished writing my post and this stupid bloggy had an error...my long post was gone....dammit....looks like i haf to write it again....Been a long time sice i listened to death cab for cutie...it was soo nice to listen to them again....their lyrics are so meaningfull that u could almost cry listening it...especially ' a lack of colour'....Hmm well school today was fun...me , amin , asraf and abang were trying to throw these chess 'thingys' from our classroom on the 6th floor to the pond below....haha it was fun only me and amin got them into the pond...then we had kinda like a war in the class where we were throwing those chess 'things' at each other...haha we even used the chairs as to shield ourselves..almost everyone in class were throwing at each other...then i got hit one directly at my temple...ouch man..that hurt..then i was like just went beserk and started throwing at everyone.....haha....we even played carem on the teachers desk with those things... Hey u guys r back.. ' fi , rach and liz'.... i missed u three....Well then after school i went back home and watched this old movie ' a clockwork orange'...woah this movie was like....woah...this movie is sexually violent but it was interesting...not for kids k?.....well after break fast went skatin with the hideout krew...yeah looks like the krew is back...been a long time since we skated together...it was like the krew was almost dead..so yeah it was fun we playes s.k.a.t.e like we used to... well den after that watched the o.c...its like one of the saddest episodes ever...ANNA'S GONE!!!! Noooo! I liked her sooo much..Well yeah it was a great day today.....so till my next post.....



Waste time only come to school....damn...other skool dont need to come back this fucked up skool must....and mdm ros was like so fucked up! Come class only scold-scold.... den the next lesson must do geog n level again...wat the hell!....people want to forget about it this one want to do again....had a good sleep during physics period....too tired...only got a few hours of sleep.....(note to self) tomorrow going asri's house at 2pm. Yeah baby hidayat's pro raya video...haha...such a stupid name.....but still funny........



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Looks like the fasting month is here.....(hungry)......today me , asri and hadi went to peninsula to look for shoes. Went to spitfire but the hell! they didnt update their emerica shoes......the latest was reynolds 2.....after that look around at other shops , but no shoes interested me....looks like i just have to go to go sports....after break fast when out skatin with the hideout crew....me , asri , yat , rudy and iryan.....well yeah nothing much today but just writing....soo tired...got skool tomorrow...boohoo....malasnye....k lah better go to bed early....




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Band Alert! Rufio! 


I read ur blog....its ok i forgive u...but it still doesnt change the fact that u hurt me badly...real bad...it took days for me to get over it.....but thanks to my frens i finally did... i just wanted u to be happy from dat day onwards with ur boo ....so i didnt contacted u dat much like i usually do cos ur probably busy like msging or calling him....i didnt want ur bill to explode.... now it looks like ur the one hurt....but try to overcome it ok.....dont think about the matter too much and move on....some words to help u from ur dear friend....




Aaaawww! So cute!  



Band Alert! Saves The Day! 


So yesterday at about 12 am went down to the party....there was only three people and it was aiman , atikk (aiman's sis) and hmmm i for got da name... omg atikk was freakishly drunk...she was soooo wasted...crazy!...went home and watched dodgeball...quite a nice movie.. haha "i told u she was a lesbian", "no , im a bisexual"....only got a few hours of sleep....woke up watched tv den went out to jurong point... bought some stationery and a really cute patrick toy from toys r us..damn it was 20 bucks but wat da hell it was da last one...when u squeeze it's tummy it will say "Good morning Krusty Krab!" haha i think thats wat it said... den when u shake it it will laugh..haha cute sah dis toy....went home watched the terminal...hmm interesting...wah for da past few days i've been really having a movie marathon....den i saw ur pics....OMG u're so cute! den donno why my heart hurt so badly...it was like someone was squeezing it..it hurt so bad dat i went out to haf a few cigs....its like everytime i try to forget about u something will happen which will make me remember u....it justs hurts cos i know dat this can never be....or isit.....chatted with a fren for some comfort..WHY! WHY cant i just forget about you! Is it just me , coincidence or destiny....well i haf until da end of this year to find out...Just have to wait , wait and wait and wait........it still hurts until now....dats y i want u to cut my heart out cos it just hurts for me...my hearts constantly bleeding with emotions....i never felt so much for a person than anybody else...den some more my n level is tomorrow and i really need to concetrate on my studies than you.....PLEASE!! HELP ME!........but i just cant....u're da one for me.....eventhough i dont really noe u dat well....but how am i supposed to when everytime i try to get to get close to you and know u better u just push away....u're just ignoring me...WHY! for da simple fact dat u know dat i like u?! So What? It doesnt matter rite? we can just be frens first den we can build up from there....SO PLEASE GIVE ME A CHANCE! PLEASE! at least i wont have to hurt dat much and so dat my heart can slowly heal.....So pls think about it...give me a chance....

Taken from Freakish by Saves The Day

Well here i am , donno how to say this
The only thing i know , is awkward silence
Your eyelids close , when you're around me
To Shut Me Out......




Band Alert! Gunmoll!!  


Aaarrrr!!! Why is her name popping up in everything i watch???!! First resident evil now donno some ch 5 show rite now... Coincidence2...or izit meant to be....i donno and i dont want to think about it...Well today went to grandma's house for a visit, yay i'm now $20 richer.....during my journey to northpoint, there was a small gig there...i stayed for a while and listened and some of them were nice...the first one i saw was singing some nice emocore songs...the other one i watched was playing a cover of an A.F.I song..haha they asked everybody to come and jump and mosh but there was only about 20- people in da crowd....omg boring.....how am i supposed to mosh with this little people and most of them were just some curious apek's.....nice bands+boring crowds = BORING GIG!.....well now just waiting for my mum and dad to go to bed so dat i can go to the canal...aiman is staying 4 da nite there cos one of my schools ex-student is having a party there....wait2.....getting sleepy.......wait2.....




Band Alert 4 Today....Silverstein! 


Waa N-level is just two days away.... praying hard to go to sec 5......Today checked english prelim.Damn 3 marks minus from my paper cos i kinda cheated..hehe...Summary writing was supposed to be "not exceeding 130 words" but i wrote about 170+ den i wrote at the bottom as 120+...haha damn u terrence.....but nvm its ok at least i still passed...tried the peanut butter ice cream mmm nice.....



Soo im gonna start doing band alerts everyday... so if i put them up be sure to check them out k..

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