the disconnecting count of days of fading away

relieved..

Rambled at 2:48 AM on Sunday, January 28, 2007 | Haloscan

wooo yes i finally haf enuf money to finish up my bike license!! weee..but yet i still havent paid my hp bills..so this tuesday i haf a job interview..haha i wont tell u where im working..cos i dun wan people to see me working..haha..

bit by bit my school workload is slowly thinning..still haf the photoshoot project and also the website project to finish..i think my exams are coming soon...haha i really dunno actually..but i hope i can do well..but mostly of cos the marks are from the projects i do and i must say im quite satisfied wif my projects..

so the program i use to upload pics is down..is dead actually..so i cant upload pics wif ease..which means less pics to upload..but anyways i'll try upload some pics the normal way aite..

i need help btw..thanks to my itchy hands i squeezed a pimple..and it has left a scar there..kinda like a dark spot..its really irritating sak..anyone noe wat i can do!?!?! kalau tak obvious sgt takpe tau..but its like showing up in every pic i take nowadays..so thats a bad thing..some asked me to try whitening cream but im not sure it will work..maybe it will..but i dunno..sumone buy for me can? haha

waiting for the train..

muke steam siot..haha

on a usual sat nite..

haha i realise i dont haf dat many pics..haha i want my camera back.. =( my fav toy..

so guess wat..i was told to become my teachers assistant photographer dis monday bcos of sumone from ite coming etc2 bla2..but the reason why he chose me was kinda shocking actually..haha..he told me i had a photographers eye..hehe lalala..apparently he saw some of the pics i took and said i take really nice photographs..and he was willing to help me build my photography skills..yay! so i haf to bring some good photos ive taken in the past and show him so he can help me build on it..

anyways im getting sleepy..i dunno wat im gonna do tmr..i wanna go out..but i dun wanna go anywhere far..ard here can? if not sit at home lah.. =\

Sinking Hearts..

Rambled at 11:19 PM on Wednesday, January 24, 2007 | Haloscan

i really want to update dis blog..really..but its either i dont haf anything to say or i just dont haf the time..haha..i just feel guilty for those who check my blog hoping to find something new to read but ends up getting disappointed..hehe..and i really haf nothing to say rite now except wasssaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!! haha..k maybe its time for me to upload some new pics aite..

so my dad just came home from indonesia..haha bodek2 time..and so i went.."hey dad its not any longer that im gonna finish my license"..haha and all he did was smile..and i really hope dat smile meant something..haha..cos i really2 hope he buys me a bike..(prays hard)..

oh yah happy bday mambo! sap da enrol siot..abg kr tak lama lagi..haha

its everything i have..

Rambled at 11:38 PM on Sunday, January 14, 2007 | Haloscan

Those doors won't open up for you, not now not anymore
You're not the person that you used to be
You light a cigarrette and say that it won't satisfy you, like you just aren't satisfying me
What can I do?
What can I say to you to try and figure out whatever's on your mind?
I think there's something I'm supposed to see

Read me that open book that I've been waiting for so long
You checked it out while checking out with me
What will I do?
What will I say?
Been here before, each and every day
Who let you just run away?

Its been awhile..i want to post new pictures but i just really dont haf the time...
Theres sumthing i wanna say to someone..
Until now u still dont get it isit?..
its no one's fault but yours..
think hard of why all those events happenned..
but u just dont seem to realise it huh..
haizz..im sick n tired already...

hey fee hope u doin alrite k..i wished i could stay longer to talk to u but i already had plans..really sorry for ur loss..

i really haf to clean my room again..and im really lazy..real lazy..

i feel dead today..i dunno..i kinda feel my sundays are like my alone time day...just chillin out alone..rotting..but also reflecting..but i wished my sundays were like how they were used to last time..

so nothing to do i watched two new episodes of the oc when i woke up n seriusly the oc is becoming sooooo boring..no wonder fox decided to cancel the show..after dat i watched n old movie called what dreams may come..its a nice movie where they show the life after ur human life..n a really touching one too..the movie is also more of a suggestion, an analogy, of how precious life is, and how deep the bond of love is between some people, no matter what happens.

actually i think i do need to stop posting alot of pictures cos its lagging my com..and also thanx to the new version of internet explorer it became even slower..

so i've got school tmr at 8..during dat i haf to remember to call kinokuniya for a job interview..after that plan to go to bbdc and top up my account..maybe book a practical too..and just hang out wif frens till late..

and on tuesday ive got a councelling session and if i've got the time i need to go to outram to go pay my fine..and if i booked my practical it would most probably be today, and i also haf football wif the guys..n i also haf to attend a kenduri at arse house cos his grandma just passed away recently..and im gonna haf to skip skool thanx to the may stuff i haf to do..haizz..

see how bz my days are..sigh...and im gonna haf to sleep early if im gonna get the chance to wake up early tmr morning for skool..

i dont really like ska anymore..maybe abit..but not soo much..

and i haf yet to clean my room today bcos my mind keeps wandering somewhere else..

so till then remember to say i love u to ur loved ones before u get out of the house..
gd nite everyone..