so today skool was as per normal except the second class was cancelled..den we also found out dat tmr class also cancel so no skool..dat means my holidays haf started! weee..finally rest! no assignments..as u can c from the post below im actually fucking pissed off wif some of my schoolmates..haizz..im so fucking stressed lar...waited for bi at yishun but she didnt turn up..so i thought maybe she just overslept or sumthing..she cant reply msgs, call people and even receive calls..but its ok..i thought maybe i would c her in skool but she still didnt turn up..after skool chilled wif the guys where i suddenly get a private no. call..it was bi..she was admitted to the hospital..im really worried abt u syg..but shes doin ok..i wanted to go c her but she wouldnt let me bcos her mum was there..she doesnt even wan to tell me the hospital..tmr k bi..even now im still worried...

so after skool went home n rest for awhile..den went to munk's house n chill den to arse to chill again till 8...den off to football nite at hideout..been a really long time since i played football wif them..found out dat hideout chalet postponed to december..

oh well off to bed..


wat the hell sak im sick n tired of u guys attitude lar..serius sak..buto korang panggil kite inmature..abe korang apa?!?! puki! sekit2 sensitif macam siak..puas hati tak ya bebual kan kalau macm gitu..u guys are fucking inmature too..pasal bende keci korang nak kecoh2..sudah lah aku pun dah naik malas nak layan lah sial..den u guys can talk abt age sumore..for fuck! so wat just bcos ur older den us den wat..mana nye big fuck kepe..u think u guys can act n think more maturely isit..eh come on ar..just bcos we're a few years younger than you doesnt mean korang lagi pandai ke apa lar..pukimak btol..den korang cakap story kite belit2?? eh korang nye story sendiri belit ar! i've heard both of ur side of the story from each different person..and fuck its not even the same..buto korang nye mataer nak datang cari aku datang ar! aku tak getak lah sial! mataer kau sedap je nak bomb2 aku ngan syima.. ko pikir apa! buto ar!..hmm hal pompan eh? if it involves my girlfriend den it fucking involves me..ko brani letak tangan kat dia? aku tul2 letak tangan kat ko! n i will really do it..kalau mataer aku tak letak tangan kat korang kan, jangan harap ko nak letak tangan kat dia..n u tell me she deserves it? well fuck u lar! i dont think shes dat guilty actually..u guys are just making a fuss of everything..n im sick n tired of it..if dis is the way its going to be for the rest of the time we haf together den fine lar..i dont lose anything..i can live wifout u guys lar..abe ko pikir mataer aku mana nye macam sial?eh korang lagi cam sial ar..u guys are a fucking bad influence did u noe dat?well obviously not lar..just bcos shes like dat in the past then wat? ko pikir org tak leh tukar pe? eh ko jgn nak step ko tau everything lar! ur just fucking 19..u havent seen the whole world yet..fuck..ko naseb ko tau tak aku tak sepak muke kau! da bagus aku stakat tepis tangan ko hari tu..tu pun dah bingit..kepala buto lar! ko nak panggil mataer ko budak super 4 tu? panggil lah sial..aku tak takot lar..FUCK U 3 people lar! serius sak! i may look just fine n happy in front..but inside im trying to figure out the stories n i actually find u guys are just a bunch of crap lar..if u guys read dis den congrats u guys finally noe wats deep inside..if not den too bad ar..maybe when you guys are older and blog hop or sumthing maybe u will stumble into my blog..but for now cheers..try n make my girlfren's life a living nightmare..n i'll make urs a living hell...


7 Random Facts About Me:
-in luv wif my darling syimah
-still wants to keep his long hair
-is still a baper
-too stressed out abt school
-really cant wait for this week to end den holiday
-is having a really bad sorethroat (anyone got any good medicine??)
-is really sleepy rite now
7 Things That Scares Me:
-bad relationships
-cockroaches
-big spiders
-end of the world
-azebezhaw
-kelenjar
-selit bodek
7 Songs At The Moment:
-Hopesfall - Andromeda
-Idiot Pilot - A day in the life of a poolsha
-Armor For Sleep - The truth about heaven
-Sydney - Juberts path of destruction
-Divide The Day - File this under great ideas at the time
-Nigo - Bape sounds allstars
-Teriyaki Boyz - Celebrity death match
7 things i like:
-sleep
-bape
-sneakers
-being loved
-getting letters
-more sleep
-sleep cos dats wat i really need now
7 victims:
-alar malas lah nak victim2..
-my computer
-my hp
-my mp3
-my shoes
-my bed
-her tigger

YAY CAN SLEEP!! BUHBYE!


So on monday went to school as normal and tried to finish all my project..but cannot so ask for extension..so after dat took a ride on syafiq's bike all the way home then back to mcdonalds yishun wif bi n arep too..go there and do more drawing..seriusly stress! Still havent finish but went back home den did more till 4am..den sleep..

The next day went to school and did more drawing..i haf a few left and try to finish by tonight..den went to play football wif the methricals..den here i am..

i need to get a haircut..just to trim the volume.no the length..tetap mau simpan..

Quote for today - (Lemang - Mau FUCK kapa??!) haha lemang2..


The finals..
Yes i was damn nervous..
Yes i do haf abit of stage fright..
All was well but i did haf a few mistakes..
Got 5th place..but at least better than nothing rite..
Gonna try harder just like Bi said..
And thank u syg for being there for me..Luv u soo much!
Tfl is back and getting stronger..so watch out all the other teams..
Chilling out in hotel rooms is a must for every competition..
Sorry methricals i couldnt be there for the pit..really wanted to go but no time ar..

Nasi Lemak Boyz performance..Must check it out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_f2V8ov0Hg



all the bapers in the house! 



supremacy.. 



mmmm medicom 3's... 



fast challenge.. 



its all abt the clothes bitch! 



me on stage but too blur.. 



ali on stage.. 



syafiq being cameraman for awhile.. 



iskandar on stage 



all yoyoers 



Team Freelance..always n forever..ninja wif wings eternal! 



matching rite? 



coca colasing 



everyone havin dinner after competition.. 



the feeling of getting smacked in ur face.. 



nak join sekaki ke jadi budak NLB? 



making stupid faces... 


So the day has come yet again where i haf to compete in this competition..
Didnt haf time to practice so i practiced all nite yesterday n all the time before my freestyle routine..
I wasnt actually in a rush or anything but once i reach there, i realised i didnt bring my digi cam, my offstring glove and my freakin freestyle cd..of all things it just had to be my freestyle cd!!..damn depressed just now..den in the end got songs from kleaven's mp3 n ying xiu helped me burn a new cd..met my schoolmates sharil n fareez who were there to see me play..before my freestyle bi called..was damn happy lar bcos i couldnt concentrate..den we chat for awhile before i had to go n do my freestyle..i joined two divisions..(Single A) which is basically normal yoyo play and (4A aka offstring) where the yoyo is not attached to the string..for all my time as a yoyo player, i always concentrated more in single a den offstring..and so far for the last 2 years i always qualified for offstring den single a...and dis yr was no different..i totally fucked up in my single a and did just fine in my offstring..haizz..oh well i think its true wat the rest said..im just born for offstring play..Quoted by iskandar " eh ko besok gi muis gi convert suda lar jadi offstring player..ko nye lesen single a dah expire..tak top up.." haha crappy shit from iskandar as always..so now dat i haf gone to the finals for offstring, its time to practice..i guess its true..all the most hardcore streetwear people are always born to be in the xdivision..

Tmr is gonna be a damn dope day..must remember to bring digi cam..everyone is going to wear all their bape shit n other dope stuff..i too am one of them..then we are going to do scum tribute..haha yeah..haizz but first need to finish one of my drawings before i practice den sleep..so yeah good luck to me tmr..i'll update all the pics of tmr's event..buhbye!

Luv u syimah!~
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the smile on my face when bi called me to motivate me..luv u lots!.. 



too stressed out so must smokie dokie.. 



yeah look how matching iskandar's shoes are wif my yoyo.. 



me on stage doing single a which i totally fucked up.. 



iskandar the new army boi...kesian dia da botak.. 



hey dats my name! yesh i took part in the fast challenge.. 



me n syafiq tired after competition.. 


Me n my bi are doin fine..we're back to who we were..

to my dearest bi..
dont worry..
u wont ever lose me..
im not going anywhere..

my blister just tore apart again after playing soccer..
the pain!
im damn sleepy now so nites!


Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives
-panic at the disco-

The anger which came out wasnt intended..
There wasnt a need for any of that..
Bcos i noe im not dat kind of person anymore..
So i would like to say sorry again to u guys..
It was actually a good thing for me to go meet u guys..
I realise it all now..
And i haf to agree wif wat some of u say..
I will try to change..
And yes i will becareful and watch my back..

To my dearest bi..
U noe it hurts for me everytime u get angry or sad..
Especially the parts where we fight over very small matters..
I really dont like it..
U urself said dat u dont want to have any fights wif me..
I just dont understand why u get so irritated and mad at me for small jokes dat i make or things which i may do or say wrongly..
I sampai dah seriusly penat tau nak pujuk2 u lagi..
I sendiri tanak gadoh ngan u..
Tapi kenape u kene sampai gitu..
I would never do anything to hurt u..
And i wont ever start..
But u must remember the promises we've made to each other..
I noe i will keep my promises..
And i hope u will too..
U noe wherever u may be i will always be there for u..
I will always luv u..
But please change ur attitude..
I pun terpakse teguh skrg dari nanti..
Pasal i tanak our relationship to get bad..
And pls dont get offended by anything i say..
U just need to noe dis before its too late..
And one more thing..
Remember the time i told u dat i felt u were controlling me?
U denied it..
But u still am doing it..
U may not realise it but u are doing it..
So just keep these words in mind k my luv..

hehe dont worry k i will write the letter soon..
as long as i haf ur tigger muahaha!

And to all my frens out there..if ever u feel like i've changed..tell me..we can sort it out..bcos i dont wanna lose my friendship wif anyone..

ok im really2 tired after soccer nite..got blisters on both my foot..damn painful..so now the current plans in my life is..sill working at yostick, singapore yoyo competition dis weekend,methrical bbq pit dis weekend too,hideout chalet in july, finish all my projects and assignments by next week..

okies of to bed..



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