been really really busy so sorry for the lack of updates..it has been just school n work for me..works alrite..just doin it for the money..my first day of work and i earn $105 already...weee! today work again n earn another $105..been quite some time i met my other frens..like the methricals..the hideouts..the indys..the holy shit crew..and those few special others...today going to perform at causeway point..one whole day there..life has been really boring actually..arrgh..well of to woodlands..


So tired ar...arrghh..soo many assignments and projects!!..everytime we pass up an assignment, another one would be given..so i dont actually haf time for anything..soo sorry pejah..bz ar..im starting to get sleepy already typing this..so im gonna be alone at home from 15 - 19 june..weee..party time!!..my parents are going to bangkok wif the rest of my aunts and cuzzies etc2..i actually wanted to go but got school so its a no no..even if i just went, the amount of hmwrk when i come back would be just too much to finish..so better not..anyone wanna come just gimme a call aite..overnite oso can..and i still cant forget those eyes i saw at the train just now...waahh seriusly ur eyes are just soo hypnotising..like so cunning but yet sweet..hehe...ok off to bed..

its all abt the eyes...



ngah tunggu bas.. 



ni lar budak sod dot.. 



haha tido muke tak senono sak.. 



me n shima.. 



haha mata.. 



ni lah budak2 tebiat.. 



ada drawing nampak.. 


can u feel her burning through your veins?
she will always live forever..

so been skating alot recently..even pipit has started to skate again..my knees aching now..especially my right knee..light got hole at the side..painful sak..going jogging again later..todays such a cold day..singapores becoming colder and colder..kinda scares me..lain mcm je..

death wont hold you as tight as she will..remember dat..


no words can describe how much i miss u..
missing looking at that sweet smile of yours..
missing seeing ur easy going attitude..
missing staring at those big beautiful eyes of yours..
maybe i will get to see it again one day..
but when..
its choking me..
its killing me..
but maybe u will finally be the one who reaches in and saves me from the flood..


So coldplay's coming soon to singapore..gonna make damn sure i dont miss this one..i've already missed the bravery, franz ferdinand, oasis, kings of convenience and placebo.. fucked up ar! nvm2..i will see them perform one day..especially all the hardcore bands..will save up enough to go to the states and go watch the warped tour..anyone wanna follow?? =) i went jogging yesterday! woo! midnight jogging sumore..maybe tonight will go again..but need to finish my 2 projects first..my house is empty now..i haf the house all to myself...oh well i better go take a bath now and continue..btw it was nice seeing u two again (azz n ili)...


im suppose to be doing my project now but im damn lazy lar..MALAS!!! seems like a certain friend of mine has been having relationship problems..found out some stories about someone too..quite shocking but dunno wether its true..if it is den i will noe what kind of person dat person is...haizz..so many things planned..got the stupid yo stick campaign..got the coldplay concert..got the singapore yoyo championship..got school which has soo many damn projects n long hours..got chalet..

i sumtimes wonder why are we here on this world..what is our main purpose here..maybe we'll never noe..

im tired..my body's tired..my mind's tired..my heart's tired..maybe i will sleep and never wake up..

its nice sumtimes to listen to old songs..songs which had an impact in your life..songs which are meaningful..songs that will give u flashes of the past..

well skateboardings back in my life..it was fun after not being on it for so long..hmm maybe i shud do it more often now..but no time..

tried the ipod video just now..really made me want to buy it..but the battery was kinda crappy..just a few music videos and the battery was already half..wat the hell...and they said u could watch movies wif it..yelah climax den battery dead..but what the heck it was still great..
feel like converting to apple..maybe get an Imac..then a macbook too...if only money was grown on trees..

someone screwed up
about half past, the night
wish id been up
i could of had a blast, tonight

but i know now
theres that one person
everyone has
that messed them up
and they're still thinking, about them

they're everywhere
they're everywhere

between the booze
bob goes, go out
and have fun
now nodding off,
i know i should of
listened to him

i know now
that im not half as bad,
as i thought
its everyone...
and i feel better,
knowing that

we're everywhere
we're everywhere
we're everywhere
we're everywhere

and i cant stop listening to this too..

And away we go
and I hope that you know
that one day, we will all be alone

Holding on to broken hearts
Memories are what's left of us
You're trying to hard to be my friend
And I'm placing all our pictures
in these broken frames to remind me never fall in love again

I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life
get over yourself and say goodbye
I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you
Forget my name and forget my face hope you get on a plane and forget this place
So I never have to deal with you again

And away we go
and I hope that you know
that one day, we will all be alone

Maybe now I'll figure out
that life is one big question how am I supposed to grow
when I'm stuck inside this state well I'll never know
Your falling faster then the shooting star you wished your body on
(your body on)

I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life
get over yourself and say goodbye
I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you
my name and forget my face hope you get on a plane and forget this place
So I never have to deal with you again

And I never felt so high as my back is to the ground
And we're staring at the stars making faces at the clouds
But all those days are gone the memories put to rest
And if you want to see my youth your gonna have to dig deep in my chest

I'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life
get over yourself and say goodbye
I hope you realize you threw away the best thing that ever happened to you
Forget my name.... forget my face ...
So I never have to deal with you again

i wonder why i smoke..and i dont have a single explanation..curiosity? maybe..lets make today post a damn long one..

i have a new nickname at school..but i wont tell what it is.. =)

my butts getting numb for sitting too long rite now..

im listening to fear before the march of flames - what happens in vegas stays in vegas..
long name n title huh..well u dont noe nuthin yet..

smoking kinda ruined my life actually..

i still havent touched my school project yet..

and i think its time to say goodbye..<33


Dear friends of this academy
Oh, Romeo is bleeding to death..
To see a friend bleed to death
What for, some kind of metaphor
That I can't see..
So I'll drink until I see it.

This sky will make me sick,
So I'll give up on you,
I'll give up on this.
This sky will make me sick,
So I'll give up on this,
I'll give up on you.

Archers in your arches,
Raise your fingers for one last salute..
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine.

So you want to hold me up and bring me down?
Yes, you want to hold me up and break me down

I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you.
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you.

Archers in your arches,
Raise your fingers for one last salute..
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine.

It's all mine.. it's all mine.. it's all mine...



of how it used to be..the original hideout krew... 



the bangla brothers.. 



where it was left.. 


skateboarding...the one thing which really changed my life..it changed my attitude, changed my lifestyle, changed my way of seeing everything...it gave me new frens, gave me fun n happiness..the feeling when ur on ur board is one thing nothing else can give..they feeling as the wind hit ur face..the adrenalin when ur trying to go down a set of steps or even grinding a rail...it somehow made me braver to challenge obstacles in life..it made me a better person..and now i miss it..i missed how things used to be..skateboarding used to be the one thing which can help me not think abt anything else..get me away from the real world..get me away from the stress of school, parents and everything else..the skateboard was my first girlfriend..it taught me alot of things..and now i just cant seem to get it back..its there waiting for me to take it everywhere i go..the times i had wif my frens as we go around singapore looking for spots to skate..the times we had to run away from the cops and other bastards who were trying to stop us..but as skateboarders we're unstoppable...the good ol' times where we would meet at our skate spot everyday after school to skate..and it was really everyday..the time i spent most was wif my skateboarding frens..whenever we're at school and it started to rain, we would be cursing all the way..hoping for the rain to stop so we could just roll around on our skateboards..my life used to be all abt skateboarding..nvr giving up n just trying to land that one trick for hours..skateboarding got me the nickname arto..arto saari was my fav skater of all time..and at that time when i started skating wif my frens, they asked me who my fav skater was and of course i said it was arto saari..so since they thought dat saying my name was kinda complicated they started calling me arto..memories are all i haf..anyone who has been a skateboarder will noe the feeling..and its time for it to come back...



the moon shines bright... 



alamak mcm stamford raffles ar! 



look at how farking big the barb wires are! 



at the swings of the hospital.. 



walking to nowhere.. 



the windows of the hospital... 



yes i do c what u c.. 



eh ko nampak apa aku nampak? 



the stairway to woodlands hospital... 



the atmosphere of how cold the night was.. 



abg shai ada pompan baru ar...ahaks! 



at beach road after tulang!! 



sfs 



gay bois.. 


So its been almost 2 weeks of school..and all i can say is dat its great fun..except for the lecture part as it gets really boring..but when it comes to the drawing part its fun..and wif all the new frens i haf its even better..one of the most fun i haf at skool wud be dis 2 weeks of ite..but its damn tiring ar bcos of my timetable..its either i end at 4 or 5..haizz..sorry guys if i dont go online as often..busy ar skolah..

haf dragon boat tmr but me n my classmates lazy to go so we coming to skool after dat bcos still got lesson which is a big bummer..



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