the disconnecting count of days of fading away

you're the truth not i

Rambled at 9:55 PM on Wednesday, June 24, 2009 | Haloscan

the clock is ticking..
im getting closer n closer to the reality of life..
its less than a year away for me till i finish my national service..
for one it has taught me how to deal with hard bosses..
n dat is just to say yes..
agree wif everything ur boss says..
accept whatever crap ur boss gives u..
talk to ur boss wif a smile ..
n im sure ur boss wont be such a pain..
ur boss is just like a mosquito sucking ur blood..
u wont feel a thing..
though it can be annoying..
who cares..

i wonder what my future has in store for me..
will i get into the school i want?
will i get my diploma?
maybe i wud go for further studies..
would i get a good job..
or would i live my life on part time jobs n not earn enough to make a living..
will i find my life partner?
will i get married?
will i haf kids?
would my kids grow up to be like me?
or more successfull?
will i live in a nice home, drive a nice car?
would i haf all the money in the world..
but the final question..
when will i die?

all these questions will nvr be answered nw..
life is like a trip..
when u go from point a to point b..
but getting there wont be easy..
its gonna be filled with obstacles..
its a trail filled wif forks...
have u made ur decision?
will u go the right way?
destiny is in ur hands..
u choose where u wanna go...
be wise..
cos u can nvr go back down the road once uv chosen..
its just dat way..
but all u hope is dat u'll get to your destination safe n sound..
or better still hope dat u will even reach to ur destination..
anything can happen..

ask urself..
will u make the right decision?
or will other things influence u to go the other way..
be honest n follow ur heart...
follow ur common sense..
dats the only way to get to ur destination the best way u ever cud..

follow the light..your only way out..

smile for the camera

Rambled at 1:03 AM on Wednesday, February 25, 2009 | Haloscan

its been a long time since i thought about getting back to school after NS..
n that thought struck me just recently..
i really have to make a good impression if i ever want to get into NAFA..
n to do dat means a good portfolio..
i really haf to start on mine..
first step get photoshop on com..
second get camera for photos...

anyways i'll just post photos of recent outings =) cheers..

stress

cibai face 3

cibai face 2 haha

cibai face

blast from the past

Rambled at 1:25 PM on Friday, February 20, 2009 | Haloscan

as i do my daily routine,
one of them is to open youtube n watch videos..
im an addict to the website..
but today was special..
at my recommended section (cos im a member)
there was this video..
it was The O.C best music moments..
as i click it..
there it was..
one of the most heart wrenching scenes ive ever had to endure..
the scene n the background music was so in tune together..
it was when anna had to leave..n seth came running after (for those who watch n noe)
n the song that was playing was nada surf - if you leave..
that song meant a lot for me..
i feel like i can relate to it one way or another..

i miss the O.C..
stayed on till its last ever episode..
n im dissapointed it had to go cos of bad ratings..

"eversince u came back in view,
i feel alive..
eversince u smiled at me,
ive never felt happier..
it feels like its time for me
to make a change..
in different ways..
but with u by my side"

concord dawn

Rambled at 1:26 PM on Wednesday, February 11, 2009 | Haloscan

the feelings overwhelming me
trying hard to block it
but i wont want it unless u want dat too..
for what's best..
is all i think about..

voodoo people!!

Rambled at 5:41 PM on Wednesday, February 04, 2009 | Haloscan

one word..AMAZING
to describe the prodigy concert..

it was just too crazy there..everyone was wild..i was wild..it was hot,sticky,wet,the smell sweaty bodies..but just the energy by them was enough for me to forget it all..if they ever were to come again..yes i will go again..still having a hangover..not from drinking (cos i dont) but from the atmosphere hehe soo happy =))

.the world is not enough.

Rambled at 8:41 PM on Saturday, January 31, 2009 | Haloscan

3 more days!!
AARRRGGGHHH!! cannot wait!!

to this of cos =)))

and yes i have finally turned the last page to the twilight saga..
kinda sad dat there's no more books i can look forward to..
its like the drug just stopped there..
no more..
going cold turkey..

pok pok ke!!

haha

okay its another saturday n im bored as hell now..garh!

psychobabble

Rambled at 3:40 AM on Wednesday, January 28, 2009 | Haloscan

wei dgr2 tak keje eh bsok?!?!
da kul brape maseh tanak tdo..
flying kick aru tau...
bangun kul 7+ camne tu?!?!
nanti mata panda..
*talking to self*

i am blissfully happy =))
i sleep wif a smile..
n wake up wif all my clothes gone..
haha no lar!
wif a smile too.. =)

just some pictures of recent outings

my baby bella's new look (which i hopefully will get money to change da colour again hehe)

muke boboi haha

muke gegerl haha *no harm intended =))*

steamois demois (the one who thought im yours was sang by bob marley HAHAHAHA)

budak2 giler

muke mintak kene snapang gajah

i look chubby GRR! =< (being strangled wif a smile =))

yet if only i had my camera, my pics would be better..OH WELLS!
till den *hurries off to watch football*