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2:54 PM on Wednesday, December 31, 2008 |
Haloscanwell its the last day of 2008..
its been a good yet bad year for me..i now know that she will always be the type of girl dat i would ever want..after numerous relationships..it just felt so right..eventhough the relationship has ended..yes i was devastated..im not good wif break ups as all my frens noe...but its gonna be a new year..n i hope u'll succeed in ur future relationships n in everything u do..just dont be a stranger k..
ive learned that its not clever to follow your heart when riding ur bike..cos ive learned it the hard way..knowing it was raining, the road was wet..yet i still was quite fast into going a filter lane corner..n yup kelepap jatuh..n its an expensive lesson too..but i thank god my life wasnt taken away..use ur brain more often k khairi..
one of my main problems this year was money..i was badly in debt..soo many things to pay..n the government pays me only 470 per month..but ive learned to deal wif it n yes im happy i dun haf anymore debts..except for my bike repairs dat is..argh
im not really good wif new year resolutions..but there are things i hope will improve into the new year..
i dunno wether im still ready for a new relationship yet..i tried..but my heart n mind just wasnt in the right place..i definately need to be safer on the roads..yes i still like the feeling of going into corners n speeding through the expressways..but i haf to do it after thinking it through first..haha..i certainly will have to find ways of saving money..i know i spend alot of money on entertainment..its not like its a bad thing..but well just dont spend it all away i guess..but this coming year..i really just want to put my life back on track..i need to pamper myself more..shop more..
n since its a new year, i just want to apologise to anyone who has a grudge on me for something i did wrong kepe..im sorry..hell i noe im not a saint..but hehe well we do make mistakes..whatever it is i truly didnt meant it..
can you cure this loneliness in my heart, euphoria..
im going to end this years entry wif a pic of me n my mom..very recent pic..just bcos i love her n she will always be in my heart forever..i love u mom =)
she looks annoyed haha..
cheers to a new year everyone..
